You... Her...

You can see sweet autumn in her eyes. It’s raining.

You can see snowflakes in her hair. Time is merciless.

You can feel slow heartbeats in her chest. She’s losing it.

You can hear her empty silence. She’s up to something.

You can hold her cold hands. She’s dancing with the wind.

You can see her breaking rusty locks. It’s inner peace.

You can taste her naïve thoughts. She’ll never grow up.

You can find her smiling among the stars. She’s going home.

You can see her painting the world. With her fingertips.

You can follow her in her magic maze. You’ll get lost.

You can blow her mind away. She will love you forever…

Promise

 

sometimes i feel sad when i listen to a sad song
sometimes i feel sad when a heartbeat is wrong

sometimes i smile because the sun is smiling

sometimes i smile because i feel like crying

sometimes my high dreams hit so badly the ground

sometimes i dance cause the world still goes round

sometimes i care, sometimes i don't.

but i'll never give up. i promise i won't!

Enigmele

Sunt cioburi împletite cu zâmbete naive,
ascunse grijuliu sub preșuri învechite,
colecții întregite pentru mai târziu.

Sunt povești întortocheate pe care
le citești de la sfârșit la început,
fără grabă, fără să știi de ce.

Sunt zile de vară în care te simți
ca o cafea slabă fără zahăr și e trist
că nu te gustă nimeni în zori.

Sunt nopți menite să deschizi încet
cutia Pandorei ascunsă printre vise 
și descoperi că speranța este un mit.

Sunt suflete străvezii după care tânjești,
să le atingi, să le cuprinzi în palme,
să le îmbrățișezi, să le dai aripi.

 

Backwards

So this is how it ends. She never fit in this world in the first place. Despite all her efforts, there is no way you can insert a round shaped thing in a square. This will never happen. She takes a deep breath and stops. And she turns her back to the world. Just like that.

Even the sun is brighter in the opposite direction…

Wings

You took me up, on the highest mountains,

telling me you will teach me how to fly.

But you dropped me.

Just before I realized I had no wings.

You were my wings.
And you didn't save me...

Caution! Midnight Malicious Thoughts

Let me cry, this time only, to save me from myself...

Once in a while, allow me to regret something I didn’t do...

I ended up wondering how much I have to lower my expectations just to feel a little happiness...

I need an extreme change. That kind of change that literally proves this life is really worth living with all body and soul… 

I don't always fall, but when I fall, I break into thousands of pieces…

The more you ignore them, the more they will haunt you down when you least expect…

As I walk, it feels like stepping barefooted on broken hearts...

And maybe amnesia is the best cure for everything...

I’m really not afraid. I’ve been here before. Feels like home...

I'm sorry... I lost my superpowers...

"Even heroes have the right to bleed..."

În grădină